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While it'd true that I'm not extensively experienced in d/s play & BDSM, I'm definitely not without experience in the more stereotypical activities (spanking, caning, flogging, bondage, discipline, humiliation, exhibitionism ,blah blah). As a switch, I've topped & bottomed, but have not infrequently found it difficult to feel I was truly submitting in scenes where I bottomed.I wanted to give up control & go with whatever my top desired, but I struggled; this happens especially with pain-related stuff....

First off, when early in a spanking or whatever, Itend to get flooded with endorphins & various feel-good body chemicals...........which is excellent except feeling so giddy makes me laugh, & frequently tops did not appreciate this. Second, I just don't have that high a tolerance for pain I can hit a place where I'm trying to stand it because my top want that, but I'm not enjoying it much.....& pretty soon I have to stop.

When I lee for tickling, I don't have this problem.. Tickling can play hugely with the line between pain & pleasure, & even dip into pain, but I love the sensations The feeling of panic & the inability to control my body or actions, this things that are the worst part of being a lee (& a great part of being a ler, too, natch).....are also the things that I love the most & seek out in tickling. Even when I hit a point in tickling where I want it to stop (the lovely "cry-laughs" etc)'s still different than spanking et al, where I felt little to no ambivalence about needing the pain to stop & my lack of enjoyment of it. With tickling, often those moments in a scene where I think, "why am I doing this?! I want this to stop!!!" are the ones I remember most fondly & powerfully afterwards. Tickling has so far allowed me to truly give myself over to a ler far more than any other type of play I've experienced.....& it makes me want to do it again & again, & I offer it up with pleasure & anticipation.
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vad321 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2016
The size limit of the folder has been reached. Can't submit anything! Help! ):
Flakchen Featured By Owner May 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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ticklinginrussia Featured By Owner May 1, 2016  Hobbyist
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Zephiell Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2016
The size limit of the folder is out of limit can you create a new folder please ? ^^
Lurker60031 Featured By Owner May 4, 2016
I see a new folder now, but the permissions for it need to be set so that people can contribute.

(DA makes this a pain: One has to go into the admin area, check the obscure check-box to set permissions for the different folders other than the "Favorites" folder, and then repeat the process for each level of group membership in turn.)
Zephiell Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2016
Thx for accepting my request ^^
TheHunter1338 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
How about we create some more folders?
altickler Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015
hay i have a question 

how do you become a tickle model  and i am a really good ticklee
SoftLaughter Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015
C: hey! Hope everyone is doing well!
codricor1 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have the same problem about the target folder size, create another please
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